Day 28- Time #blurtselfcareathon
Time.
It's taken me some time to start writing this. Time is something i feel like i have not enough and too much of.
on one hand i feel like i do not have nearly enough time at all to do all the things i want day to day and in my whole life. i want to learn languages, learn how to play guitar,violin and piano. I want to travel the world, have a successful career that makes an impact on the world, learn how to make my own things and build or fix up a car by myself, plus so much more.
But then on the other hand i am so overwhelmed by the years that i have ahead of myself i feel like i don't have enough planned to do in order to fill it up and i worry that i will have nothing to do near the end of my life. This fear and train thought is a lot smaller than the first one but it is still there.
Time is also something that catches us of guard. I can look back on good times and sad feeling like they were only a few months ago but turns out to be 4 or 6 years ago.
Time has made me realise that you should live with less regrets. Looking back on mistakes i have done makes me want to solve them and repent for the hurt i have caused from my tongue and stroke of keys on my phone and laptop.
Maybe i will contact the friend i had a falling out with, maybe it won't work out maybe i will never contact them. Time will tell.
It's taken me some time to start writing this. Time is something i feel like i have not enough and too much of.
on one hand i feel like i do not have nearly enough time at all to do all the things i want day to day and in my whole life. i want to learn languages, learn how to play guitar,violin and piano. I want to travel the world, have a successful career that makes an impact on the world, learn how to make my own things and build or fix up a car by myself, plus so much more.
But then on the other hand i am so overwhelmed by the years that i have ahead of myself i feel like i don't have enough planned to do in order to fill it up and i worry that i will have nothing to do near the end of my life. This fear and train thought is a lot smaller than the first one but it is still there.
Time is also something that catches us of guard. I can look back on good times and sad feeling like they were only a few months ago but turns out to be 4 or 6 years ago.
Time has made me realise that you should live with less regrets. Looking back on mistakes i have done makes me want to solve them and repent for the hurt i have caused from my tongue and stroke of keys on my phone and laptop.
Maybe i will contact the friend i had a falling out with, maybe it won't work out maybe i will never contact them. Time will tell.
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